You know, when I started this side-blog for mommacan.com it was just to share the silly side of me and now here we are another day of sadness.
Mother’s day is going to suck for my mom. She is going to be sad. Every time I call now I can hear her either trying to hide her feelings, hold back tears or she lashes out. It is so very hard.
I miss my brother. But yet, I am so angry with him for leaving. I just want to go back in time and fix all of this. I am so tired of being sad.